this is not cool

in your wisdom
within your head
feels like a whirlwind
you get found then lost

did you really think that wouldn't count?
a momentary dip
then the immediate pull out
you just threw in the towel

grab a little softer next time
perhaps you won't fall off
think a little slower next time
perhaps you won't get caught

serious?

it might be time
become a man
push on
push up

there is an energy i still get from you
its making the rules up of self doubt
twisting around in our heads
i don't want room for these

a closed door
yellow on the finger tip
pretty much tells you where
where you are at

a situation unknown
trying to become a man
foundations and focus
it all keeps slipping away